I raced with time and i still won..=P

[` LiN2o13//Guilt ridden]
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Heys everyone, back to blog a day before chinese A lvls. Many would say why the hell are you online! Study!! Well i will later! haha. Okay basically sentosa was like crazy! Fun man! I mean like all those volleyball games, murderer underwater, suntan, wah.. the food everyone brought was great and i think that i am proud of myself to take a huge step forward into trying food that i would never thought i would ever eat. Examples are like tuna, cheese-unmelted-. Oh well! There is a first time for everything I guess.

Now there are repercussions from the trip, firstly, I am totally sun burnt! Crap, this means every touch on my arm and face is painful. My legs and feet are burnt too. Oh great. LOL.. but it was all worth it i guess for all the fun! Though i felt a little anti social in the end of the day, not taking neoprints and all. But dinner was great, i was like so famished i gobbled up my dinner like there was no tomorrow! oh well!

Ytd, i went sch to hand in my I&R, i realised that pw is beginning to have a toll on everyone. I am everyone is sick of it, we’ve been doing it for like umpteen times, countless drafts before one final work. Ytd i suppose it was the final piece of work before the final WR is handed up. Hope i do well though! After a great help from my dad of giving me and nicholas a lift to school, we made it on time!!! =).. after tt i went to play a little basketball with shao jie, zhiyi, nicholas, had a game of horse.. and I WON..=).. ahah.. but some luck of course! that 3 point was never supposed to go in. =X.

Well, after that was like intensive OP sessions. Went around to support many group doing their OP. But there was poor organisation skills and lack of urgency from the other groups out of my class. Some forgot their time slots, other just barge in before their timing. Well, could have been better. But only my group and jo’an’s group presented in our time slots. Hmmm. the others just did their technical dryruns. I have found some pictures for the video and sent it to raine! Hope it would be of some use. thanks a billion again raine!=)

den i went to cut hair wid nic and yong cai. It was like going back to secondary school. Now my hair is so short! tomorrow sure confirm allowed to go into examinations. LOL. hmmm, yong cai nearly fell down the bus steps while walking again, just like in sentosa where he just fell on the floor. LOL. funny person. =D. hmmm.

anyway i am feeling v guilty and bad now. And would like to sincerely say sorry to that someone. The person would know who he/she is. Really sorry. I just thought that bridging that gap would bring us back together as very close friends. And there was no harm intended. I truly am sorry.

[LiN2o13//L language]
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Sitting down in a corner of the cafe, I peered out into the cold autumn evening. Oh how beautiful those maple leaves were as piece by piece they glided gracefully from those magnificent crowns of the once lush green trees. Sipping the warm chocolate in my hands, shrugging and just enjoying the scenery alone. Oh how long has it been since I could indulge myself in such a peaceful state of mind? When i could just sit alone and think about just nothing but just enjoy the cold but inviting breeze and moist air.

That is just part of my meditation and thoughts I often have when I want to just observe silence and enjoy the stillness and silence. Actually, silence is not at all scary but it is something to embrace, it’s an outlet for self discover, peace and happiness. It’s really an enigmatic experience to just be alone and enjoy the moment. The present moment is such a wonderful thing when you can just experience and place down the heavy luggages of the past and present. I believe everyone has a dream or thought that could make you feel calm and peaceful, I do have many of those sort of moments!! =).. indulge in them and don’t let them die out!!

Well! I have done much reflection and thinking nowadays!! This entry is going to be LONG and a bit boring.. so stick with me if you want to..=).. ahaha..

Reading through blogs, trying to catch up with my frens and see what’s really going on in their lives now. It’s just the same all and everywhere. Everyone is starting to move in different paths, slowly but surely. No two people are really stuck and being as close as they used to be. Look at all the past cliques, Frequency, STT, TSS, DAG, CS, everything!! We’re all now too consumed with our own lives to even keep in touch or stay in contact. We’ve got new friends, new pals, new love, new everything. Yes, I believe it is gd that we’re all moving on, be it happy or sad, but I suppose it’s very nice if u kept some time reserved to catch up with your old pals and frens, give them a pat on the back someday and meet up to catch up with old times. Like how you all used to tease each other, how you guys pulled stupid pranks or stunts, those old jokes that used to tickle us everytime we breathe or think about them. It’s really heart warming and contenting if some of us really meet up and have some heart to heart talk. =).. thats wad i hope..

the class is at last showing its vulnerabilites. cliques, arguments, unrest, all these distance people from one another. Why get tangled up in these? Aren’t these for our juniors or minors? Why engage in such harmful activities that wreck and destroy every single gd relationship between everyone? and people tend to take sides now, rare people like some of my frens and me remain neutral. i dont think taking sides is a good thing. because how are you so sure that the person’s perception of the past is true or accurate? when u browse back into the past, there are so many possibilities of a person’s feelings and reaction toward that particular issue. It’s like looking into a distorted lens. why cant people just forgive and forget? life honestly is short, soon we will be on our death beds and thinking about how foolish and childish we were. cherish everyone around you. be it how insignificant they are to you now. You never know one day you both might actually work together and stuff.

i wish everyone could set aside their differences and move toward cohesion and harmony. Think and reflect. That’s all i could ask.

[LiN2o13// L]
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hey ppl!!! back to blog once more!! =) ahaha.. i am firstly glad that everything is over at last!! i hope now peace resides in my class once more..=).. ahaha.. oh yes.. i mus rmb to bring a foto to submit for OGL.. ahaha.. YAY.. I hope i get to be an ogl though!! so fun.. can make so mani more new frens!!! =D..

PSI is getting better.. =) good news!! singapore is already out of the thick haze region and we are at last CLEAR for the whole day.. highest PSI reading was oni like 42.. so below the usual >50.. ahaha.. da dum~~!! i can go play basketball in peace!! no worries for getting bronchitis like symptoms.. wuaha.. =)..

anyway tml is officially da last day of sch!!!! yay!! ahaha.. oh yes ppl.. i am joining contract choir!! =D.. i’m currently in Tenor.. tot i could make it to alto.. hais!!! i missed it den!! couldn’t hit the high keys due to nervousness.. but nvm!! ahahah.. tenor is like v suitable already!! whoooo~~.. tml would have sectionals.. caroling songs.. argh!! hope they hold it at compasspoint.. HAHAHA.. so near my home..=P.. but most prob wouldn’t bahs.. yepx..

ytd went out wid nicholas and jankin.. amazingly jankin wore same shirt and cap as me.. nic aso wore same hat as us.. HAHAHA.. steady bohs.. =).. we didnt noe where to go out.. so yeah.. we decided to make up our mind in cp.. den in the end we decided to go to Vivo city to look around the new compound.. WOW it was huge.. but we watched jankin play his PSP.. play dono wad racing game and Valkyrie profile.. both games are not bad lehs.. =D.. okay.. vivo city is over large.. they should be kind and donate some land to nyjc.. ahaha.. den we got BIG BIG compound liao.. wuahaha.. =P..

okay.. but it was OVER crowded, so we decided to drop to plaza sing to watch Death Note.. death note was first introduced to me by Darwin! his frens bought him tt manga when he was in hospital.. and den he introed it to me.. it is a damn gd manga and one of the cleverest ones i have read.. it’s also very lengthy but it fufills my inner hunger for knowledge and wits.. =).. i admire L a lot!! he is like ultimate cool la.. clever and eccentric!! =).. perfect combination.. it’s been like 2 years since the manga and now the movie is out!! ISNT TT COOL or wad.. ahaha..

the movie on the whole was a very gd production but the facts and story was twisted.. i tink tt is the oni setback.. avid readers like me noe how the story goes.. so we expect it to be tt way.. ya.. but it went like totally off track.. and they portrayed Light wrong.. he was gd at first and slowly rotted.. ya.. but the 1st movie already made him like rotten.. nxt is tt Shiroi dont exist i tink.. i cant rmb but ya.. L met Light not there but in sch.. L took the following to his own account and went to university wid Light.. both score top by clinching full marks for all their papers.. crazy.. Hahaha.. but on the whole the movie is nice and would be perfect if it followed the storyline! I LOVE RYUK.. SO FUNNY.. HAHAHAHA..

reached home rather late.. but i bought Death Note book 11.. SO FUN.. but lengthier than any book i have read yet.. gosh!! ahahah.. hmmm.. anyway today in sch.. PW OP went fine.. i was like trying to lengthen my time!!! crapped a lot and bullshitted a lot.. made it the 4 min mark!! ahahah.. my grp was the oni grp without questions directed to us.. WE OWN.. ahahah..=).. i tink i shuld edit the videeo.. it’s a little weird.. ya.. hmmm.. ppt slides i tink i also mus edit a bit……~~ but tt’s all

I am PROUD of myself!! I DID MY CHEM TUTORIAL!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.. ahahahaha.. i rock la pls.. =).. ahahah.. in one shot i cleared it.. bwahahaha.. anyways tml got phy and chem thingy.. den dialouge with principal.. den got choir.. AHHH.. LONNGGGGG DAY.. sian.. but i tink it’s better than doing nothing.. i hope to meet up wid all my frens in the hols and work out everyday to lose weight and get at least a silver for my napfa.. =D..

tts all for now.. dewa mata

okok i shall briefly say about PW OP presentation thing.. I think today my group did like the best or something.. we were more organised though i didnt manage to clock 5 mins i tink i did well enough.. i shall prolong my speech and speaking time..=).. there should b a few amendments done for our vid but the rest is perfectly fine.. yepx.. ahaha.. jia you wor!! The Greenies rock da world.. ahaha.=P..

okok.. other things arent as impt as wad i am going to touch on..

Okay basically, arguments rise if God really exists.. My rationale is if you believe He exists, He exist and vice versa.. What is the point of trying to convert another person’s point of view when you yourself do not try to see through another person’s point of view too? When a person is bent on believing someting, no amount of argument or pressure or words could change that perspective, so there’s really no point in arguing about this! We will know it when we die, so there’s no hurry because everyone dies..

next is arguments between friends or colleagues due to communication breakdown and the pettiness.. I do not believe that the blame only goes to one party alone.. It takes two people to tango and two hands to clap.. Both sides have their own faults.. Firstly, the thing is that the blogsphere is the egoism realm, it promotes everything about me, me ,me ,me , me and ME.. anyone and everyone can blog about anything thing they like and no one could have a say about that.. but because of this, the individual’s true feelings get imprinted into their own blog and they could start writing how exactly they feel without thinking about how would a person feel if he/she read their blogs. Blogging is certainly great and an outlet for expression but it also at the same time desensitises humans and make them prideful.

Unfortunately that incident has occured in my class recently and I don’t really feel good about it. I urge my friends to think and consider. No one is perfect and what are friends for but to accept the flaws of your friends or tell them how to change instead of flaming them and writing nasty things about each other. No one likes being insulted or called profanities unless you’re sorta like nutty or something. I would like both parties to just relax and call it a break. Sit down on each corner and reflect about your own behaviours. Life is short enough without mindless arguments and quarrels. They destroy the friendships and faith and trust between friends. So just chill everyone. RELAX and FORGIVE N FORGET. Pls!

Life would have a totally different meaning..
You would dwell in a realm with no hopes, no fears, no strings attached..
And you will realise that the past is just a memory
A reminiscence and experience you can learn from..

While the future depends on your present
Your reaction and not the event
Only then you can rest mentally, spiritually, physically
And attain the ultimate happiness of peace..

ahhh!! so much has happened!! =).. met up with darwin at last!!! his ever first outing wid a grp of 4i ppl.. ahaha.. hmmm.. basketball kaki !! well, his layups were still something to cause raised eyebrows.. ahaha.. he is also bloody quick.. hmmm.. =D.. nicholas at last did a 360!!! ahahah.. congrats dude.. =).. looks like my motivation did make u score it.. =P..

i went out wid stt tt day with my biao mei! ahaha.. long time no see all of them.. it certainly has been a very long time.. =].. i miss everyone.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den we had a very long session of tiring pool..=D.. hmmm.. den it was zhong qiu jie, so we went to luther house there to celebrate.. brought my guitar along.. jio-ed jankin, marcus soh.. went there wid nic and them.. =).. den played basketball.. the ring there was so short la pls.. i could like almost reach the ring.. =.=.. ahaha.. but it opened more doors for creativity.. =D.. den we all went to his house for celebration.. turned out to b his mum’s birthday!! luther so shy.. dun dare to sing.. even i aso wanna play my guitar to let him sing.. but he dont wan.. awwww!! =P..

den we all went down to play candles till quite late man.. hmmm.. ahahaha.. 1.30am, we were still hearing about the army stories jankin experienced.. HAHAHA.. damn cute la pls.. =).. hmmm.. den we all went home.. ran outta coins to get a can drink.. but it was some luck too!! jankin went first and nothing CAME OUT.. WAH .. heng sia.. den i went to buy a pomelnade.. =).. hmmm.. shared wid jankin of course, so kelian.. it was really nice so intro to everyone too..HAHAHA.. =P.. den we sat off on our journey to sengkang.. BY FOOT mind you..

i was like lugging the guitar the whole way.. =.=.. no one wans a taxi more than i did.. becox everyone else was carrying almost nothing.. but still we perservered the whole way thru.. ahaha.. hmmm.. but it made me wonder, wow.. Frodo from lord of the rings must have felt like me! but his journey was way longer.. i tink i would’ve died.. i would rather be aragorn or legolas or sumthing.. go fighting all da way.. hmmm.. ahahah..=P.. reached home at 3.30am.. slpt and went for tuition the following morn.. can die.. kept yawning and answered all questions wrong in chem.. math was fine.. =D.. den met up wid hong siang, he went to nic house take ff VIII.. ahaha..=)..

den went basketball for the following days lor.. fun..=D.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den went back for pw ytd.. settle some v lame stuff.. de WR.. den i tink we better start preparing for our OP.. i tink it’s damn dumb for promos to occur in j1.. pw and a lvl chinese is like murdering us.. ahahah.. hmmm.. nvm.. oh ya.. wishing all my sec 4 and sec 5 frens from nchs gd luck for your Os!!! mug hard!! nth’s too hard to achieve.. =).. hmmm.. ahaha.. den OH YES.. before i forget!! today we had principal’s dialogue session.. it was actually a coverup.. cox one of our nyjc girls wrote to the press about you know.. our sch being over reactive to late comers.. i tink she has a small point.. i have to disagree the sch is wrong as latecomers are really a hassle.. i tink special permission shuld be given to those living too far away from sch.. den the principal wan us to not speak to the press as like : jia chou bu ke wai yang.. dirty linen shouldn’t be showed in public.. hmmm.. ahaha..

it turned out rather funny as we see poh boon and benjamin chia go up and shoot each other.. one side is an ang moh speaking person and the other is like confucius trying hard to speak in english.. HAHAHA.. damn cute la they.. keep talking and shooting each other.. den benjamin aint happy cause he dont like being shot at.. but i tink poh boon is too caught up in his translation he missed it out.. man! the face of benjamin was priceless.. ahahah.. hmmm.. den izeen went up too.. i donno but the debators started all their speech with, "risking harm to my reputation.. blah blah" i tink it’s rather funny.. it wont harm your reputation if you’re being truthful..=D.. u ppl are weird!! ahahah..=X.. no offence to yong shun though! But the best was the last speaker!! TOTAL OWNAGE MAN.. he pawned both of ben chia, poh boon, izeen and the other ppl’s asses!! OMG.. ahahahahaha.. i loved his style man.. so steady!!! HAHAHAHA..
he went up den spoke in like the most bo chup way you can ever find and say, "being students our main aim is achieving well in studies.. all the press thing is irrelevant.." den he went on and on.. DEN THE BEST PART IS HE SIGHED !! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he went, "haisss.." den concluded.. WHOOAAA.. OWNAGE.. FIRST BLOOD MAN..

oh yeah!! anyway i’m so eager to join the kendo lessons with alden man!! I’ve like waited such a long time before i decided to join kendo.. hmmm.. den i and him shall be kendokas!! den we can both dive deep into Budo together!!! Budo-way of the warrior.. practised by the samurais.. =).. ahahah.. i aint going to launch u all into a historical sorta thang now.. =P..

So far tt’s all i can rmb.. shall blog again soon!! take care everyone!!

LiN2o13

[Chasing cars// LiN2o13]
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Hey people, I’m back as promised!! ahaha.. the dreaded promos is at long last over.. it seemed just ytd that I was still drowning in the ever sufferable books.. but I don’t feel as relieved as I thought I would.. on the contrary I feel so stressed out and tired.. I’m mentally, physically but not spiritually exhausted.. ahaha.. but I guess that’s just part of the exams.. A few more hours of slp and I would be fine! ahaha..

actually i din really sit down properly and mug everything for promos.. it’s more of periodic spasms or spurts of a marathon of a few hours followed by a longer break.. LOL.. but now everything is over, an empty feeling lingers over this already lethargic mind.. When i sit on my desk, there’s nothing to do.. It’s not like those days when i would sit down and sigh at the work load.. but i guess a few months of well deserved rest would come after these long torturous periods.. but i already did my best for my promos.. I squeezed every single molecule of brain juice in my head such that I couldn’t even think properly yesterday.. but dinner ytd was GOOD.. WELL DESERVED.. =D

after an intensive day of paper 1 and 2 of both chem and physics(physics sucked, the paper was meant to kill).. we went to play basketball with other class ppl.. it was okok nia.. not really fun.. too mani ppl.. ahaha.. anyway v tired liao, i only put on a show on the start of the match.. the other team person keep calling for fouls.. what the fuck man.. com’on, you’re not exactly like not fouling at all.. we just don’t call fouls, wussy.. =.=.. den they play v hiong tt time, i was slacking.. very tired already.. den we play till 7 plus close to 8.. den i, nic and tian cai went to eat in compasspoint.. wah.. go eat @ the foodcourt.. nt bad lehs.. ahaha.. hmmm.. blew 10 over bucks just on food ytd.. i was so full i nearly puked.. ahaha.. -sneeze- crap, i tink i got a cold or sumthing.. ytd the hall was damn cold..

den tian cai started telling us about the tragic love record he has.. omg.. he got loads of chances!!! BUT HE DONNO HOW TO MAKE USE OF THEM!!! AHHHH.. bakayarou.. =.= hahaha.. nvm.. but i tink he’s a nice guy.. any single girls out there wanna meet him?? i be ur middle man.. HAHAH.. =P..

Donno if today shuld go sch to play basketball leh.. v tired.. and i wanna cut my hair.. i tink i shall go cut hair first, bathe den tink about wad i shuld do later.. ahaha.. till den den! tata~ ciaos ppl..

It’s been raining since you left me
Now I’m drowning in the flood
You see I’ve always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can’t sing a love song
Like the way it’s meant to be
Well, I guess I’m not that good anymore
But baby, that’s just me

And I will love you baby,
Always
And I will be there forever and a day,
Always
I’ll be there till the stars don’t shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don’t rhyme
And I know, when i die, you’ll be on my mind
And i’ll love you, always..

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I’d give to run my finger through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I’ve made mistakes, I’m just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you’ve been needing to hear
I’ll wish I was him ’cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face, there’s no price I won’t pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain’t no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We’ll find a place where the sun still shines..

[ LiN2o13// always]
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heyheys.. 16 days left to promos.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. ><.. die le la.. i today went to count my marks n results.. i really tink i need to work damn damn damn hard you noe.. crap lahs.. =(.. pls be kind teachers!! and set easier papers.. I promise i work harder next yr.. LOL.. =D.. ahaha..

today is filled with tuition and more tuition.. =D.. ahaha.. but it was damn fun la.. learnt a lot from tuition.. from math i learnt so much about vectors.. ^^.. ahaha.. if not i sure sink and just perish into nothingness.. i like caraven tuition a lot lehs.. hmmms..=).. mrs yap or yak is so fun, she’s like a very gd fren who takes care of every single detail=D.. special thanks for teaching me so much today..=).. mr looh never ever fails to make me laugh.. he’s always so funny.. =D.. did i mention he is very brilliant too?? den got Jeffrey and Yu Long, both aso v kind to me.. all v xi xin.. =D.. make sure i understand my physics well.. =D.. i’m surrounded by so many brilliant and caring ppl.. =)

ok.. some of you may say, i pay them, so they nice.. but some ppl u pay them but they not nice to you leh.. kanasai.. =D.. ahahah.. hmmm.. they’re still frens outside the classes and won’t hesitate to teach and learn of us too..=).. ahaha..

promos coming.. i’m very stressed out.. but i guess it would be over bloody soon! =D.. hmmm.. den i shall work extra hard on my PW.. ahaha..=D.. hmmm.. i wanna get a 1 for pw.. and also pass my promos.. and also remain in NSP-which is rather hard-.. HAHAHA.. =D.. hmmm.. i really wish they gimme one more chance.. yepx.. donno la.. =D.. ahahah.. nonetheless i would still do my best.. last few days.. i’m going all out for it.. i’ve never ever mugged like this b4.. NEVER.. not even for my O lvls.. wth la.. can you believe it.. A lvls is so hard la.. =D.. hmmm.. not just some minor intellect or squishing of brain juice can solve the questions.. in As, i tink the brain juice dries.. or becomes some kinda of glue or something.. =D..

amidst all of these mugging, i’m actually enjoying this kinda life..=D.. sorta.. hmmm.. trouble free.. you’know.. like you noe almost everything and you can cope.. and all troubles seem to lighten, and you’ll have lesser burdens n worries to bear.. =X.. AIya.. i wanna do well for promos and start wid a clean slate next yr.. totally sparkling clean..=).. den i can work damn hard for my As..

i’m also looking forward for everything.. you’know.. like meeting up wid pals.. 4I ppl, my juniors, my meimeis, Frequency, my teachers, my 0615 ppl, my 0619 ppl, weiling, kailing, shiwah, shiwen, marilyn, eden, samantha, buns, james, kelsey, xin mei, siying, mani mani mani more.. =).. all these ppl rock my life loads!!! =D.. i’m carrying on and striving also for my friends and family.. wahah.. my sources of motivation!! i’m so looking forward for k box la, jamming, badminton, basketball, EVERYTHING.. and also mugging of course at a lesser stressful environment..=D.. hmmm..

Lol.. k la.. quite a long entry.. i wanna wish all my ppl work hard and good luck..=).. take care yeah!! be back after my promos.. 4th oct..

Those memories
The first time I held your hands
Under that star spreaded skies
Sitting on the pathway

A year or more it has been
A lifetime it may seem
But your figure still lingers vividly
In my already troubled mind

I still remember
The days where we shared
One step two step three steps four
Watching the skies
Hand in hand
Linking the stars in lines..

I still do think about them
Think about you
You who may not even budge
Or move the slightest..
Oh, why did you leave me so?

Aiyaaa.. promos coming le leh.. damn stressed out la.. it’s almost like O lvl preparation every single day in JC life.. it’s not like i’m the only one complaining, but i tink consistency really plays a very big part in JC education.. Once off track, you’re like going to die.. =D.. ahaha.. piled wid a lot of work.. hmmm..

Oh yes!!! i am so proud of myself!! i finished my Differentiation tutorial 10a and 10b.. YAY.. quick.. congratulate me.. it was after much calls to Alvin, I’m always so careless and miss out v minor details.. =D.. ahaha.. i mus realli pay attention to minor things.. my Functions was also screwed ytd.. when i tried the TYS.. but after pool wid jankin, nic and zijie, I DID ALL.. WID EASE MAN.. WOOT..a ahahah.. sumtimes i jus to loosen up to tink.. =D.. i have to complete my note making by thursday.. or wednesday.. den it is all intensive revision.. awww.. i need perserverance to pull thru!!! i still got like till 4th or 5th oct.. AHHHH.. SAVE ME.. ahahah..

it was nice to catch up wid jankin though.. ahaha.. jealous we all got longer hair than u rite.. BAHAHA..=X.. next time ur turn to laugh at me la.. ahaha.=p.. hmmm.. den pool ytd, jankin godmode, kanasai.. any shit angle he aso can.. ahahaha.. so pro la!! even won clarence leh.. siao bohhh.. ahahah..=D..

woots, aiya.. forgot to wish Jeffrey au revoir.. crap.. he my tuition teacher for physics.. aiya.. he is the one who taught me so many things and saved my ass in JC.. i gotta thank him loads.. and tt day we went badminton wid him.. whoa sehs.. he is pro la.. arm power is there.. =D.. hmmm.. ahahah.. steady.. =D.. but now he is gone to UK for further studies.. hope he doesnt get infected wid the AD36 or wad..

i jus watched on national geographic that AD36 is a virus tt causes obesity in US and UK.. dangerous.. it attacks ur prefat cells and convert them to fat cells.. no known cure yet.. but you will gain like two times or thrice of ur body weight.. scary eh? omg.. ahaha.. hmmm.. but ur body will develop antibody AFTER the effects.. that’s plain dumb.. but i tink LIPO will work well on this.. remove all the fats… den since the theory is tt the virus leaves after it does it work or jus gets murdered by the body, u wun get affected again.. so jus LIPO everything out la? SEE.. i deserve the nobel prize.. ahahaha..

anyway i wanna ask, Meesiam got hump meh? HAHAHAHAHA.. =X pm lee quite farnie huh.. i tot it was always Laksa.. maybe his meesiam got.. but he mai hump, so why his meesiam got? HUH??? O.O? donno.. weird.. ahaha..

AHHHHH.. promos suck.. A lvls suck even more.. i wanna bleach my hair.. but cannot la.. sian 1/2.. i wish sch hols are lengthier.. cant we celebrate like winter vacation or wad..

LOL.. take care.. wun be back tt soon..

Oh simple thing,
Where have you gone
I’m getting older
And I need something to rely on..

Is this the place we used to love
Is this the place I’ve been dreaming of..

[LiN2o13//Somewhere only we know]

Heyhey!! long time never blog le.. it’s already august.. wtf man.. time flies.. =).. hais.. i cant help but feel helpless as time flies past me.. there is so much to do, so much to learn, so much to give, but so little time to do so.. lol.. so emo today sia..

angel on the seven steps was quite a major success, i liked all the shows.. Waiting was too artistic and abstract or normal ppl to understand I guess.. and it was a hell gd film festival considering we are jc students and non pros.. =)!! YEAh.. I.nnovation rocks!!! ahaha..

I was wondering if san shou havent crash, wad would i really be doing.. ahaha.. hmm.. it was sure damn fun whacking and punching.. =).. i also often tot if i gone to another jc, how things would be.. and i tink nothing would be the same.. =D.. time sure flies.. i’m getting older!! my birthday coming soon.. ahh.. another yr.. last yr i was still dwelling over sum crap.. this yr i am already steadily moving on.. MOVE ON.. MOVE ON UR SI LANG TAO AR MOVE ON.. -oni those in nyjc lecture for chem and phy and math h2 will noe HAHAHAHA..-

recently some of my frens are so involved in arguments, i dunno wad to say leh.. hmmm.. i am a cause of it too i guess.. so i wanna apologize here too.. yepp.. hey guys.. sorry yeah.. hmmm.. though i wasnt there.. i dun tink that the prank was realli funny.. it would have been at the right time, right situation.. yeah.. but it wasnt bah.. u shuldnt do tt to someone who was rushing for time.. yeah.. hmmm and i feel it is basic courtesy to pick up someone’s call if someone calls you.. no matter how irritated or how wad.. ppl calls you means they wan to contact you about sumting.. show them basic respect and people would show you urs.. and that you shuldnt let ur personal feelings get interferred in such a thing.. sumtimes ppl jus mean it as a joke.. but i see your point tt you’re rushing for them.. i see many tired and lethargic faces today.. i dont like that.. i wan to see my frens, my classmates, happy, energetic, joking wid each otha.. yeah.. I tink both sides shuld forgive n forget.. let bygones be bygones.. it may be hard but forgiveness is the greatest gift and to forget is a virtue.. learn to be frens again ppl..

my mum today cooked bak kut teh for me.. i tell her dun so spicy liao.. WAH.. i ate jus now.. almost cried.. so peppery.. uncle johnny fixed my palm top liao!! YEAH!!! =)!! ahahah.. hmmm.. anyways it is a very tough 2 wks.. i wish i could take a break soon.. mugging mode starts after my this performance.. promos coming.. i want to do well and i have to.. NSP awaits me.. i have things to complete and achieve.. yet.. =)..

the call of greatness can only be answered not by the greatest alone but those who believe in themselves..